i make sure,i will make a good decision now. cos i noe myself if i continue this way,nothin will happen to me.
So i'd rather find another solution and i tink wats best for me. i seriously cant go on like this.
i noe myself that i will end up like this.
I'd rather choose another way to make myself stronger and keeps me going.
At least i will have some achievements to be proud of.
=)